Friday and Saturday I ate everything in sight. Is it just because I have more money in my pocket? Normally a few dollars in the purse would have me planning a trip to gamble. Now my money is growing. So, did I purchase treats just because I had the means?
Or, am I eating to replace the gambling? It's too early to tell. I have lost 30 lbs. since March due to increased activity and I don't wish to gain that back.
Perhaps this is a good time to list my goals. I've been asked ("What do you want to do if you are not gambling?). Gambling takes a lot of energy. Planning where to get the money. Finding the time to escape. Covering up the casino activity can be exhausting. Something must replace it.
In the past, before I was consumed by this disease, the house was reasonably clean and I loved to decorate it. Now, where do I start? Dirt, clutter and unfinished projects have taken over.
My first priority will be the family.
#1. Cleanup and organize.
#2. Lose more weight. 30 lbs.
#3. Take care of my health.
#4. Finish projects in progress.
#5. Start new projects.
I may have more things for this list later.
COUNT WITH JANE________ I count the days without a visit to the casino and share my gambling history.
No comments:
Post a Comment