1. Why do I find it so hard to ask for help? The other day I thought of asking for help but before I did so, my thought was "Okay, I failed. I need help." So, I didn't ask.
It's hard to accept failure. Last night my boss asked me to help the next department and I screamed into the phone..."I'm alone, I've been told to clean the rotisserie, the chickens need to get out, I leave in 1 hour...". I was promised help but now I could cry because I broke down and asked for help.
2. Co-workers jump in and answer my customer's questions or finish my sentences. Those co-workers are young. Am I ready for the home? Or...they were not taught to think before speaking?
Just blurt it out huh? Why must I analyze my words before speaking?
3. Being told I don't listen to my husband when there was nothing to listen to.
4. Telling myself I did not give enough individual attention to the grand children or my children or to my husband last night.
5. Now I'm annoyed I have no more time to vent.
COUNT WITH JANE________ I count the days without a visit to the casino and share my gambling history.
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