EVERYTHING NEEDS TO BE PERFECT!

Will I go to the casino if things are not perfect?  I used to do that.  What "things" anyway?

It could be big "things" or little "things" or just too many "things" at one time.  So let's think back for a for days.  Last night I did not complete all the things I had to do at work.  I did not perform perfectly.  Worry, worry worry.

My husband has been grumpy the past few days.  How can I fix that?  Well, I guess I should ask him.  Instead I tried to fix him with an offer of some alone time at the park.  That did not turn out as I planned.  The dog and his mother-in-law went along too.

So okay the mother-in-law is my mother and she would like to get me riled up about a few situations that aren't perfect so that I interfere in them.  I must resist.

I could go on and on....my housekeeping is not perfect.  My finances are in the toilet.  The Christmas decorations are still everywhere.  My diet is a mess.  I keep leaving the garage door open thinking things will disappear by morning and I'll  be able to walk around out there.  Nope, the mess is still there.  Then there's the back yard.  I have weeds and bugs for sale

The imperfections are piling up.  Sometimes I forget I don't need to fix everything myself and I think of escaping.  To the casino.

I better get busy doing the things I can do and letting go of the things I can't do.  and....I better set a painting on fire and soon.